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┊because we h a t e each other & love to cry over sethkate, here’s your hallucinating seth starter.
Look at you. You look like a goddamn mess, you fucking coward. No wonder your mother left us & left me with your pathetic ass and your good for nothing brother. And this little girl ? She’s just as STUPID as you, thinking you’re some good guy but you’re keeping her as a fucking hostage because you’re too weak to handle this shit alone. USELESS. You’re USELESS, just like Richard. You’re a DISGRACE. A FUCKING DISGRACE, SETH, Y’ HEAR ME ? And your little bitch should pay for your mistakes because let’s face it, Seth. You can never keep a woman because you’re a god for nothing FLUNKIE. You couldn’t keep Vanessa so here you are, running away with a fucking child.
&& before SETH could say anything, BOOM!! there she was —— suffering before him, bleeding to near death all because of his fucking father.. the same person that haunted him every single day of his pathetic life. his voice always echoing in the back of his head over and over and over again until it drove him insane.
he woke in a COLD sweat screaming her name, eyes frantically searching for her with trembling hands moving aimlessly around the bed he found himself in, ❛ KATE .. KATE .. wh — where are you ?? where are you ?? ❜ he could feel his heart breaking through his chest with each beat, nearly ripping through each bone that held it in place. blood rushed throughout his body & gave him a newfound strength & his vision was blurry .. colors blending within each other until he saw her silhouette at the opposite end of the bed. it was her. it had to be her. her pale skin and brown hair stood out from the rest, leaving him breathless as if seeing her alive was a fucking miracle. she was dead. she was dying in front of him .. yet here she was sitting besides him. ALIVE.
❛ KATE .. i’m sorry .. i’m so sorry .. wh- you were dead & i couldn’t help you .. i-i couldn’t save you, ❜ he pleaded hysterically as he reach over for her with shaky hands cradling her face. it had to be the drugs that made his mind go insane but he couldn’t shake the vision out of his head. her dead? it was a nightmare .. it was a fucking nightmare he couldn’t get a w a y from ..
she had never meant to fall asleep. normally , she couldn’t even stomach being in the same room with him while he rode out his trip. it was his habit. and while she played a HELPING HAND , she only did so to keep him from going too far. today ,EXHAUSTION had just made too heavy a home within her. she had stayed her few minutes by his side , carefully watching to make sure he was breathing& positioned in a safe way. then before she knew it , she had lulled off to sleep right next to him. A PEACEFUL SLEEP , SURPRISINGLY. until he started shouting her name and his sweaty palms found her cheeks.
it took a second — maybe a few of them — for her world to click into place ; for his words to somewhat register. dead? what was he ———— oh. she let his words fully process , settle beneath her skin. skin that now ran cold at the IDEA of what he might have seen. small fingers wrapped (as best they could ) around his wrists , soft hushing sounds falling from her lips. ❝ i-it’s okay. hey ,shhhh. ❞ sounds meant more for comfort than anything else , she was aware of how little they actually did in a situation like this. and this? this ENTIRE EPISODE was just another reason to add to the list of why him shooting up made her uncomfortable. because kate had NEVER (in the last three months ) seen him so frantic.
❝ seth , i’m right here. it was a dream, okay ? a really ,REALLY BAD dream that’s not gonna come true. ❞ her hands moved ; up & down the length of his arm , to his elbow. she repeated the action , falling into a steady rhythm as she tried to offer any kind of support or comfort she could. nightmares were something she knew enough about. first hand experience had left her scarred. a common thing among their motel rooms , now it seemed to be coming for BOTH OF THEM. ❝ i’m alive. i’m safe. a-and.. you did. you saved me. ❞ hesitantly , she pulled his hands away from her face. but before he had a chance to OBJECT TO HER ACTIONS , her fingers rested against the back of his neck and pulled him into her. the hug she offered was TIGHT, BUT FREE enough that he could pull away if he really wanted. she just needed him to know —— she was okay. ❝ it was just a dream. ❞ @guapogecko
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selectivity.
This is an highly selective blog. This means I am mutuals only and I will be selective on who I follow back. Memes are the only exception to this rule. Non-mutals are welcome to send in memes, unless stated otherwise in the tags. Or, if you have a specific plot in mind, you are always welcome to message me. I don't bite! And we can talk about it. However, please keep in mind that I reserve the right to turn down any and all plots, for whatever reason.
following & unfollowing.
There are a wide variety of reasons I do not follow people back. This is not a reflection of you or how you portray your muse. This is not me saying you aren't 'good enough' to write with me. Or I think myself better than you. This is simply for my comfort. I want my dash to be a clean and safe place. Like many people around me, I suffer from anxiety. When my dash starts moving too fast, my brain goes into overdrive. I become discorganized and it often kills my muse.
The same can be said for unfollowing. I am someone who hates to break mutual follows, like I hate it. But if you're posting an excessive amount of negativity, things that make me uncomfortable, or I just do not see us writing in the future —— I'm sorry but I will unfollow you. I also unfollow blogs that have been inactive for a mnth without a hiatus notice. If I unfollow you while you've gone inactive, you are welcome ( & encouraged ) to message me when you return! I'll be more than happy to follow you back!
replies.
This blog runs off inspiration. As mentioned before, I suffer from anxiety. That tends to manifest itself in really long periods of self doubt. It’s not cute. And all that means for you is, replies tend to be slow. There are just some days I can’t get the word out the way I want them. Please, do not rush me. That’s just going to make me put your reply at the bottom of the pile or drop the thread entirely. But if I ever write you a reply you can’t work with, please tell me. I’ll rewrite it. And there will be absolutely no hard feelings.
I also tend to get very carried away when writing. I've been told I write a lot of nonsense and it rambles on. But for me, it helps me get into the head of my character. I like to paint a picture of what they're feeling and what it going on in their head. I will never expect you to match my length. As long as you match my enthusiasm, we're good!
plotting.
I am one of the worst plotters in the history. Which sucks because I love plotted things. I much prefer plotting to winging it. But let me explain. I have a lot of ideas on any given day, I am just terrified of expressing them. Because i don’t want you think I am misinterpreting your character. This is a problem I’ve had in the past where I was just trying to explain an idea I had, my partner would get mad at me because it wasn’t something her character would do ( or specifcally what she wanted to do ), and it ended up in the entire storyline being dropped. It was a mess. And honestly, it happened more than once so I’m a bit scarred from it. So if you’re willing to have a little bit of patience with me, I’m all for plotting, even loosely!
If you're looking to plot with me, please have some kind of idea when approaching me? I don't care if you hit me with just some random plot bunny post. I just don't work well when someone is like 'do you want to plot' and then hits me with 'well, do you have any ideas?'. Because 9 times out of ten, I just don't know where to go from there. Throw every plot you can think of / want at me and we can go from there!
relationships.
When I say I want all the relationships for Kate, I mean I want them all. I want friends, enemies, old bosses, new bosses, people she went to high school with, and people she steals from. I want everything under the sun. But know this, when it comes to romance, especially in any 'canon' verse for her -- it will not be a walk in the park. This girl is scarred. Kate has literally been to hell and back. Romannce is like.. the last thing on her mind? And honestly, it takes a while for me to ship with people I don't know. It's different if we're close OOC. But, it's going to take time. I need to make sure our writing meshes, Kate gets along with your character, and it's just.. it will be a slow process. I just ask for patience and a little understanding.
triggers & nsfw.
I have no triggers. I mean, I really don’t enjoy seeing clowns but I don’t expect people to tag it. Sometimes, I forget to tag them. Especially when I’m writing because it doesn’t occur to me that anyone other than my partner is going to be reading the reply. I’m human. If I miss one or you see something that triggers you, you are welcome to pop into my inbox and ask me to tag it. They will be tagged with the word followed by cw. for example: blood cw, violence cw, gore cw, etc.
Kate is a sexually curious being. She’s human. She has needs. She’s also of age. Which means, if she wants to have sex, or think about sex, or be horny.. I’m not going to stop her. So yes, there will be nsfw material on this blog. It will always be tagged. Any nsfw written on this blog will not be put under a read more. I just don’t like the look of it. But, it will still be tagged. I promise.
formatting.
Formatting is not important to me!! Do I prefer small text and icons / gif icons? Sure. But at the end of the day, you do what makes you comfortable. I happen to use small + sup text. However, I am aware that this can be difficult for some people to read. If you’re having a hard time, just tell me! I will happily use just small text. I never want someone to refrain from writing with me because my aesthetics are giving them a headache.
memes.
I have never been a big believer in reblog karma. You should send me a meme because you want to, not because it’s in my rules. I only ask that you don’t sit there & treat me like a meme archive. That makes me sad. Especially because.. I LOVE MEMES!! Some of the best threads I’ve ever had have started as memes. And from people I thought I would never get to interact with. If you think it might not make sense or you’re scared because we’ve never interacted, send them. I will only fall in love with you. And you want to continue it?? GO FOR IT. I only ask that you move it to a new thread.
passwords.
I do not send in passwords. I can’t stress this enough. I’m sorry. this does not mean I haven’t read your rules. It means.. I HAVE ANXIETY. And that might seem like a silly reason but you have no idea how much my heart drops when I’m reading someone’s rules and I see a password. Because even if they’re expecting that message, it takes me over an hour to send it in. I can’t explain it. So, if this is a deal breaker for you, I am so very sorry.
out of character
Lizz. 23. Female. EST. Smol bean. Skype available upon request. Welcome to my blog, xo.
verses
CANON.
AU.
CROSSOVERS.
SEASON TWO.
pretty straight forward. this verse will consist of anything and everything that takes place during season two of the show. i will type up a better explanation for what this verse entails soon. i promise.
SEASON THREE.
pretty straight forward. this verse will consist of anything and everything that takes place during season three of the show. i will type up a better explanation for what this verse entails soon. i promise.
TRES GECKOS ( post s3. )
this verse will consist of anything and everything that takes place after kate has begun robbing banks with the geckos. obviously this is going to be very much open to interpretation seeing as coto is a jerk and won't tell us how much time has passed. so i'm going to just wing it. oops.
W. SUAVEGECKO.
CLOSED VERSE. set in a universe where kate did not die at the blood well. and ended up staying with richie after. ( to be completely honest, the timeline of this verse is all over the place. it's just us being trash babies. enjoy, xo. )
W. GUAPOGECKO.
CLOSED VERSE. set in a universe where kate did not let seth walk away from her. ( also a verse that kind of just goes all over the place. it's follow a few different scenarios while they're in mexico, including a pregnancy au. oops. )
MAFIA AU.
CLOSED VERSE with guapogecko, suavegecko, & accicofist. kate is currently married to seth. and her entire backstory has been flipped. i will type up a better explanation for what this verse entails soon. i promise.
UNDETERMINED.
everything that i have no idea where it should be, is going to go here! until comes time that i actually add officially crossover verses -- they're probably going to fall into this catergory. but i swear, i'm working on adding crossover verses!
basic information
FULL NAME: Katherine 'Kate' Fuller. NICKNAME: Katarina. The Innocence. Katie Cakes. Preacher's Daughter. Little Lady. Little Miss Sunshine. Princess. AGE: 18 BIRTH DATE: --- ZODIAC SIGN: --- SPOKEN LANGUAGE: English. Spanish. SPECIES: Human. ( Former Goddess / Demon while possessed by Amaru ). GENDER: Female. PRONOUNS: She/her. SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Straight. RELIGION: Christian. LIVING CONDITIONS: Verse dependent. OCCUPATION: Criminal.
EYE COLOUR: Green HAIR COLOUR:Red HEIGHT: 5’3” TATTOOS + PIERCINGS: No tattoos. Both ears pierced. NOTABLE PHYSICAL TRAITS: A few small scars littered across her body. Nothing 'notable' though.
phobias and disorders
PHOBIAS: Abandoment. MENTAL DISORDERS: Night terrors. Insomnia. PTSD.
biography
One day, I will type up an actual bio for my smol. Until then. I leave you with the link to her wiki page. It's not the best source of information, so if you have any questions.. feel free to message me!
stand up, warrior. you are not yet finished. b e a t e n you may be, but broken? angels have fallen from greaterheights and s u r v i v e d. so why shouldn’t you?
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