she won’t force him into salvation, but she will offer a helping hand.

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          a  low  groan  fell  from  his  lips  as  he  pushed  himself  to  sit  upright,  his  vision  coming  off  blurry.  moments  passed  until  he  managed  to  gain  some  conscience  as  he  looked  around  the  room.  nothing  changed   —   they  were  still  in  the  same  shitty,  tight  MOTEL  ROOM  that  smelled  like  old  mexican  burritos  and  her  perfume.    ❛   how  can  you  do  that,  hm  ?  watching  me  be  a  fuckin’  failure  as  always  as  i  shoot  up,  kate  ?  just  save  yourself.  ❜   she  didn’t  deserve  to  look  after  a  grown  ass  man,  let  alone  come  back  to  what  he  knew  she  must’ve   despised  more  than  anything.  WASTING  TIME  when  they  could’ve  been  trying  to  get  more  money   or   attempt  to..  or  save  her  brother. 

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                       hesitant  fingers  hovered  in  the  air  around  his  frame ;   as  if  she  could  offer   ANY   KIND   of  physical  support.  if  he  lost  his  balance ,   he  would  hit  the  floor  before  she  could  even  hope  to  catch  him.      ❝  y-you’re…   you’re   not..  ❞      she  wanted  to   SCREAM   AT   HIM.   he  was  not  a  failure.  not  in  her  eyes.  but ,   she  couldn’t  stand  there  and   CONDONE   his  drug  habit.  she  had  already  played  enough  of  a  part  in  it.      ❝  you’re   not   a   failure ,   seth.   you’re   just…   you’re   not   makin’   the   best   decisions.   b-but…   that’s   okay.   not   everything   is   life   can   be   perfect   all   the   time.  ❞      SHE   WAS   PREACHING.   she  could  taste  the  difference  in  her  tongue ,   and  she  hated  it.  she  hated  it  when  her  father  did  it.  and  to  hear  it  in  her  own  voice ?   it  made  her  flinch.      ❝  and   i’m   not   here   to   save   you.   th-the   only   person   that   can   save   you…   is   you.   but   i   can   help.   i   wanna   help.  ❞

 
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well that girl


stand      up,     warrior.
you are not yet finished.
b e a t e n you may be, but broken? angels  have  fallen  from greater     heights      and
s  u r v i v  e  d.
so why  shouldn’t  you  ?

is long gone.


independent & highly selective kate fuller.

EST: SEPT. 9, 2016.
as told by lizz.