IT TOOK EVERYTHING IN HIM not to throw the closest thing against the furthest wall. that’s all he could do to try & calm his nerves — to try and ease away his anger at the countless amount of times that they’ve gotten on each other’s nerves. screaming matches that turned into crying fests that only ended in him nearly overdosing with his OWN VENOM ( according to her words ). it was something that he needed to cope with the rest of his days; failing over & over with his horrible jobs. and he felt like a goddamn failure and surely he could only imagine his father agreeing within the depths of his mind. he was a ‘ piece of shit & good for nothing excuse of a fucking criminal ‘.
and he could only imagine, she’d feel the same way about him but she was a forgiving character. that’s how she was. she may had fallen from grace or followed him into his dark ways but he knew she didn’t deserve to follow him around or deal with his shit. she deserved to be back home, living the rest of her life like a normal teenager. not hiding behind locked motel doors because the cops were looking for HIM. and it seemed as if no matter how many times he told her this, she still fucking pushed the idea away. how blind could she be ?? how STUBBORN could she be ??
but her words caught him in a dead end; giving him no other choice but to face what was handed to him. to accept the fact that .. she wasn’t going anywhere. she was practically here to stay .. by his side whether he wanted her to or not. but he could dare keep her HOSTAGE another day —— it left an ache in his bones, knowing day in & day out she was sacrificing her TEEN YEARS .. and her possibility of living a SAFE LIFE to be with him ?
❛ KATE, h-how NAIVE can you be ? ❜ calling her that — the little names made his skin crawl but he needed to get through to her that he was no good for her. ❛ you had an OPPORTUNITY to leave. to go back home and you decided to stick around and FOLLOW a criminal, KATE. you’re following a CRIMINAL around mexico. we’re both lost. we BOTH don’t know what the fuck we’re doing and now you’re telling me this ? after the hundreds of time where we’ve nearly gotten caught by the COPS .. you’re telling me i make you feel SAFE ? ❜ he was pushing away every feeling that came to the surface & in the worst way.. he was trying to push her away. the one & only person that made him feel .. sane ?
she HATED when he did that. he brushed off everything she said and used the excuse that she was being naive. that was STILL how he looked at her. a child that didn’t know any better. a teenager that thought this was some kind of game. she was MORE THAN THAT. while other girls her age were worrying about homecoming and prom, kate was fighting to survive — to keep him away from the cops. and praying every day that he didn’t kill himself with his NASTY drug habit. she had been forced to grow up a lot faster than most.
❝ ——— and how NAIVE are you ? ❞ she knew she was toeing that line again. fighting back &challenging him never went well in that moment. it was when things had calmed down, that she noticed the change in the way he looked at her ; like he was proud of her sharp tongue & ever growing wit. ❝ go home to what , seth ? a-an empty house? make up some story about why my dad and brother didn’t come home with me ? y-you make it sound like i could’ve just… picked up where i left off ! ❞
there it was , she recoiled into herself. arms folded across her chest just as her gaze dipped away from his. it wasn’t like kate was a stranger to fighting with him. the last THREE MONTHS had been filled with fight after fight. they were both too stubborn. they disagreed more often than not. but , at the end of the day.. he did make her feel safe. she wasn’t going to let this conversation completely change course so he could ignore that. ❝ yeah. and h-how many times have you protected me ? you ALWAYS put yourself in the line of fire a-and act like it’s nothing. it’s not nothing ;not to me. ——— i don’t know if we’re ever gonna get out of here but.. at least i know i’m not alone. i-i know that if things don’t go as planned , you’re gonna look out for me. because that’s what we do. we take care of each other. ❞
It should go without saying but, I am in no way affiliated with From Dusk Till Dawn, the El Rey Network, or Madison Davenport. I do not own the character of Kate Fuller. The only thing I claim ownership of is the writing that is done on this blog. That is mine, along with any head canons that may be posted. I ask that you do not steal them. Most of the icons used on this blog were made by me ( with the exception of the ones i’ve downloaded from THIS PACK ). I ask that you do not save icons from this blog. Mine are not for public use. And if you wish to use the ones I’ve downloaded, you should go to the source!
selectivity.
This is an highly selective blog. This means I am mutuals only and I will be selective on who I follow back. Memes are the only exception to this rule. Non-mutals are welcome to send in memes, unless stated otherwise in the tags. Or, if you have a specific plot in mind, you are always welcome to message me. I don't bite! And we can talk about it. However, please keep in mind that I reserve the right to turn down any and all plots, for whatever reason.
following & unfollowing.
There are a wide variety of reasons I do not follow people back. This is not a reflection of you or how you portray your muse. This is not me saying you aren't 'good enough' to write with me. Or I think myself better than you. This is simply for my comfort. I want my dash to be a clean and safe place. Like many people around me, I suffer from anxiety. When my dash starts moving too fast, my brain goes into overdrive. I become discorganized and it often kills my muse.
The same can be said for unfollowing. I am someone who hates to break mutual follows, like I hate it. But if you're posting an excessive amount of negativity, things that make me uncomfortable, or I just do not see us writing in the future —— I'm sorry but I will unfollow you. I also unfollow blogs that have been inactive for a mnth without a hiatus notice. If I unfollow you while you've gone inactive, you are welcome ( & encouraged ) to message me when you return! I'll be more than happy to follow you back!
replies.
This blog runs off inspiration. As mentioned before, I suffer from anxiety. That tends to manifest itself in really long periods of self doubt. It’s not cute. And all that means for you is, replies tend to be slow. There are just some days I can’t get the word out the way I want them. Please, do not rush me. That’s just going to make me put your reply at the bottom of the pile or drop the thread entirely. But if I ever write you a reply you can’t work with, please tell me. I’ll rewrite it. And there will be absolutely no hard feelings.
I also tend to get very carried away when writing. I've been told I write a lot of nonsense and it rambles on. But for me, it helps me get into the head of my character. I like to paint a picture of what they're feeling and what it going on in their head. I will never expect you to match my length. As long as you match my enthusiasm, we're good!
plotting.
I am one of the worst plotters in the history. Which sucks because I love plotted things. I much prefer plotting to winging it. But let me explain. I have a lot of ideas on any given day, I am just terrified of expressing them. Because i don’t want you think I am misinterpreting your character. This is a problem I’ve had in the past where I was just trying to explain an idea I had, my partner would get mad at me because it wasn’t something her character would do ( or specifcally what she wanted to do ), and it ended up in the entire storyline being dropped. It was a mess. And honestly, it happened more than once so I’m a bit scarred from it. So if you’re willing to have a little bit of patience with me, I’m all for plotting, even loosely!
If you're looking to plot with me, please have some kind of idea when approaching me? I don't care if you hit me with just some random plot bunny post. I just don't work well when someone is like 'do you want to plot' and then hits me with 'well, do you have any ideas?'. Because 9 times out of ten, I just don't know where to go from there. Throw every plot you can think of / want at me and we can go from there!
relationships.
When I say I want all the relationships for Kate, I mean I want them all. I want friends, enemies, old bosses, new bosses, people she went to high school with, and people she steals from. I want everything under the sun. But know this, when it comes to romance, especially in any 'canon' verse for her -- it will not be a walk in the park. This girl is scarred. Kate has literally been to hell and back. Romannce is like.. the last thing on her mind? And honestly, it takes a while for me to ship with people I don't know. It's different if we're close OOC. But, it's going to take time. I need to make sure our writing meshes, Kate gets along with your character, and it's just.. it will be a slow process. I just ask for patience and a little understanding.
triggers & nsfw.
I have no triggers. I mean, I really don’t enjoy seeing clowns but I don’t expect people to tag it. Sometimes, I forget to tag them. Especially when I’m writing because it doesn’t occur to me that anyone other than my partner is going to be reading the reply. I’m human. If I miss one or you see something that triggers you, you are welcome to pop into my inbox and ask me to tag it. They will be tagged with the word followed by cw. for example: blood cw, violence cw, gore cw, etc.
Kate is a sexually curious being. She’s human. She has needs. She’s also of age. Which means, if she wants to have sex, or think about sex, or be horny.. I’m not going to stop her. So yes, there will be nsfw material on this blog. It will always be tagged. Any nsfw written on this blog will not be put under a read more. I just don’t like the look of it. But, it will still be tagged. I promise.
formatting.
Formatting is not important to me!! Do I prefer small text and icons / gif icons? Sure. But at the end of the day, you do what makes you comfortable. I happen to use small + sup text. However, I am aware that this can be difficult for some people to read. If you’re having a hard time, just tell me! I will happily use just small text. I never want someone to refrain from writing with me because my aesthetics are giving them a headache.
memes.
I have never been a big believer in reblog karma. You should send me a meme because you want to, not because it’s in my rules. I only ask that you don’t sit there & treat me like a meme archive. That makes me sad. Especially because.. I LOVE MEMES!! Some of the best threads I’ve ever had have started as memes. And from people I thought I would never get to interact with. If you think it might not make sense or you’re scared because we’ve never interacted, send them. I will only fall in love with you. And you want to continue it?? GO FOR IT. I only ask that you move it to a new thread.
passwords.
I do not send in passwords. I can’t stress this enough. I’m sorry. this does not mean I haven’t read your rules. It means.. I HAVE ANXIETY. And that might seem like a silly reason but you have no idea how much my heart drops when I’m reading someone’s rules and I see a password. Because even if they’re expecting that message, it takes me over an hour to send it in. I can’t explain it. So, if this is a deal breaker for you, I am so very sorry.
out of character
Lizz. 23. Female. EST. Smol bean. Skype available upon request. Welcome to my blog, xo.
verses
CANON.
AU.
CROSSOVERS.
SEASON TWO.
pretty straight forward. this verse will consist of anything and everything that takes place during season two of the show. i will type up a better explanation for what this verse entails soon. i promise.
SEASON THREE.
pretty straight forward. this verse will consist of anything and everything that takes place during season three of the show. i will type up a better explanation for what this verse entails soon. i promise.
TRES GECKOS ( post s3. )
this verse will consist of anything and everything that takes place after kate has begun robbing banks with the geckos. obviously this is going to be very much open to interpretation seeing as coto is a jerk and won't tell us how much time has passed. so i'm going to just wing it. oops.
W. SUAVEGECKO.
CLOSED VERSE. set in a universe where kate did not die at the blood well. and ended up staying with richie after. ( to be completely honest, the timeline of this verse is all over the place. it's just us being trash babies. enjoy, xo. )
W. GUAPOGECKO.
CLOSED VERSE. set in a universe where kate did not let seth walk away from her. ( also a verse that kind of just goes all over the place. it's follow a few different scenarios while they're in mexico, including a pregnancy au. oops. )
MAFIA AU.
CLOSED VERSE with guapogecko, suavegecko, & accicofist. kate is currently married to seth. and her entire backstory has been flipped. i will type up a better explanation for what this verse entails soon. i promise.
UNDETERMINED.
everything that i have no idea where it should be, is going to go here! until comes time that i actually add officially crossover verses -- they're probably going to fall into this catergory. but i swear, i'm working on adding crossover verses!
basic information
FULL NAME: Katherine 'Kate' Fuller. NICKNAME: Katarina. The Innocence. Katie Cakes. Preacher's Daughter. Little Lady. Little Miss Sunshine. Princess. AGE: 18 BIRTH DATE: --- ZODIAC SIGN: --- SPOKEN LANGUAGE: English. Spanish. SPECIES: Human. ( Former Goddess / Demon while possessed by Amaru ). GENDER: Female. PRONOUNS: She/her. SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Straight. RELIGION: Christian. LIVING CONDITIONS: Verse dependent. OCCUPATION: Criminal.
EYE COLOUR: Green HAIR COLOUR:Red HEIGHT: 5’3” TATTOOS + PIERCINGS: No tattoos. Both ears pierced. NOTABLE PHYSICAL TRAITS: A few small scars littered across her body. Nothing 'notable' though.
phobias and disorders
PHOBIAS: Abandoment. MENTAL DISORDERS: Night terrors. Insomnia. PTSD.
biography
One day, I will type up an actual bio for my smol. Until then. I leave you with the link to her wiki page. It's not the best source of information, so if you have any questions.. feel free to message me!
stand up, warrior. you are not yet finished. b e a t e n you may be, but broken? angels have fallen from greaterheights and s u r v i v e d. so why shouldn’t you?
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